For someone

Have you ever felt like changing your handwriting.  

Changing the way you behave, the way you think, parts of yourself. 

The mugger, the otaku.

Otaku, mugger.

Consumerism

Seems like there is no need to keep things, because one don't think (one will have the time) to go back and look at them again.

Where to start

Can you imagine someone telling you this, "you will never find someone like me again." So confident, so pompous. Knowing oneself so well. How to write.

Tertiary colours

Sad. Happy. Angry. Between them, there are so many the ambiguous, amorphous, unclassified. 

Nervousness
Tension
Frustration
Teasing
Disgusted
Cautious
Shruggingitoffness
Amusement
Despondence
Aroused
Disconcert
Rebellious
Possessiveness
Repressed
Wry
Loneliness
Passionate
Drunkenness
Procrastination
Laziness
Sluggish
Shyness
Ambivalent

It's all about you

One has these. But with you one can know how to spur it in the right direction. One's like this, but is also you who gave one these. One can only depend on you.  

When one is empowered, one can have confidence

Confidence is a kind of empowerment because it stems from the unseen. The seen dies. The unseen is imperishable. So is the Spirit of our hearts. The spirit is not tangible. Hence it in our hearts makes us imperishable. The confidence that comes from us is not perishable, and we are empowered.

The Seventh Passage

The 7 passages. Yes, the 7. The 7 passage inertia. 

One hopes; in contrary, that with the rest, there will be no tune-downs.

The matter of life and death

Having been rescued, one knows what death is like. Having died, one needed to be breathed into life again. When I speak, I could rescue others, or be breathed into life again. I could be, life and death? Is this what is life and death? The line between life and death, the seen and the unseen? 

Lose#2- Hope

The "hope" in one, and the hope in knowing that He will come back for one; after so many arguments about sadness is wholesome, the pendulum subjected to original position which is the sadness, after the oscillation in the transience of the feeling of exhilaration, one finally knows why grievance should not be upheld/encouraged/dwelled upon. 

If you are the one who completes one's joy, and one were to turn to you with a grieving countenance, where else can one draw one's comfort? Unless you are not the one one has lots of faith in in the first place. One will not be mournful in front of the one who makes one rejoice. Otherwise one is mourning the one who comforts one. 

Lose

Today, one has been lost. P.S. 1. To walk about and not know one's way. 2. Be deeply entrenched in something. 3. To lose something. 4. To be defeated.

Hard copy album

We have many of those. Laid. In a not so graceful dump of default, to be nagged at album title names, even.

Imagine if one had ones in hard copy. Folding and leafing through the polaroid photos. Taking them along, on one's travels. When one sees something new to take, one can just pocket it into the album. Flipping back to the old. The surreality of such weight on one's back. Feeling it getting heavier. 

Moving on

Through the holidays, one has seen many windows opened, many possibilities and how they could become possible. Flashbacks, hidden potentials. One now knows to focus, and what to focus.  

When one finally accepts that seasons can change, the tide turns. Time and tide waits for one, in Him. 

Choosing

Isaiah 43, verse 18.

Forgetting how it was like in the beginning

At a new device or gizmo one recently adopted, having received it (in one's life), because (in the first place), it was one's own head to give it a nod to the welcoming change, and one's heart to weigh out the possibilities before making a muster. Effecting, and using the device. Attached on one's life like synthetic implants. Getting used to it, with it rubbing the shoulders of oneself however protruding. Being seen with it. However towards the end, its shape might not fit one's life and one puts it down. Dismisses it. Discards it. 

An idea of how some things are abandoned. A complete opposite from the idea of the resolution. It is a change and it is not going to make it (with one) to the end.    

  

What kind of fear is one facing

Sow fear, raise hope.


Sow fear, raise understanding.

There are two kinds of people. One is the more down and under they are, the stronger they can feel Him. The other is the more up and about they are, the stronger they can feel Him.

There are two kinds of people. One is the more down and under they are, the more they distant themselves from Him. The other is the more down and under they are, the more they need Him. 


There are two kinds of people. One is the more down and under they are, the more they distant themselves from people. The other is the more down and under they are, the more they need people.